Poem: Loving Again

I’ve hung my heart on the line again 

To and fro

To and fro 

It’s a battle of words once again

But this time 

Love trickles down 

And a bluejay quenches its thirst in a desert. 

Sun scorch on our old scars and traumas

We dust and broom our childhood stories

Scrubs the floors of our old love poems

Longing for hugs and warmth 

A little house to hold our love 

Little fish and cherry shrimp 

And green ferns and purple orchids

But only time will tell.

It’s him every day 

My mornings and nights 

And everything in between 

Will the world be kind?

Will it let us love?

What will hurt us this time – 

will it be time or distance

Or people or rules or us? 

We don’t know

We don’t know

We don’t say the words 

We don’t want to jinx it

Want to ward off evil eyes 

Want to ward off ill fates 

Touchwood 

We fear losing what we have 

We worry we met too late 

We worry we will never have enough time  

We have lost too much 

We have hurt too much, 

he and I,

we overthink even our happy days… 

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